Will there ever be an end? Nope.

So as you know I was scheduled to go to the ENT doctor and found out what has been causing my headaches.  I have TMJ (Temporomandibular Joint Disorder AKA-arthritis in my jaw).  I was excited that they found something (finally), but its not something that you can really fix.  I have to watch out for really chewy foods, don't chew gum, stuff like that. They aren't sure what is causing the dizziness so I have to go back for some more testing.

For the past few months I have had to deal with headaches and dizziness everyday.  Its hard.  Some days I don't feel like doing anything, not eating or drinking, nothing.  I feel like the headaches have taken over my life.  Then just to find out I will be struggling with it for my whole life, not very encouraging at all.  I know that God has sovereign control over my life.  I have to trust that everything is going to be ok.  Sure, I am going to be in pain, but lots of people have it worse than me.  I thank God that I am healthy and happy, for the most part (:

Till next time,
Lauren Eddy